A Second Lesson on Seeds

December 4^th, 2011

Jesus, thank you for placing people in my life who redirect me to what you’ve called me to do. I thank you for the loving grace and truth she provides.

Man, I thank you for adventure. And for the story you’re writing with my life. I pray that it all glorifies YOU Jesus. I want myself to stop getting in the way. I hate that it’s always me that gets in the way. I let Satan get a hold of some weak part of my life. NO MOE! I don’t want it. I HATE him and the crap I let him get away with.

God, I want to walk so closely to you that there’s ABSOLUTELY NO ROOM for him and his stupid games. I don’t want to be a player for him anymore. I don’t want to be a pawn in his sick game of chess; I want to be a WARRIOR in your army Lord.

I want to be on the front line fighting and defending MY faith and MY God…MY JESUS!!

I want to be Timothy when Paul commands him to fight the good fight. When I get to Heaven I want you to give me a hug and whisper in my ear, “Well done my good and faithful servant. You have fought the good fight. You’ve persevered. You’ve won the battle.”

I want to have the heart of King David. I want to handle Saul’s in my life just like he did.

I’m ready for change.

I desire change.

I want nothing more than change.

I want to be chosen like Moses to lead a people for you. I want you to trust me like all the kings.

I want to love like you, Jesus.

I want to be faithful like the disciples and I want to have a resolve like Daniel’s.

I want to be called for a purpose and fulfill that purpose NO MATTER WHAT like Esther.

I don’t want to be sucked in Babylon and Corinth. I don’t want to be like Saul or Absalom. I don’t want to mess up like David or persecute people like Saul did. I don’t want to deny Jesus like Peter did.

I want to be holy and blameless before my King on the day of judgment. If this is as bad as I’ll be...is right here, right now…I will REJOICE.

God, I just want an awesome story that glorifies you. I want to help inspire people out of lifeless jobs and ways of life. I want to feel alive. I want to feel unstoppable. I want to travel this world telling people about you.

This next season of my life is a season of planting seeds. I love how you will non-chalantly underline words for me whenever I’m reading my bible! I guess it is your word after all. But reading 2 Samuel yesterday I felt to underline “plant them” and “your seed” in ch. 7 v10, 12. That’s what it is. In Ecclesiastes 3v3 it says there’s a time to plant and this is my season for that.

During lecture phase God was totally planting His seeds in me, rooting me down in Him so that now I can spread and plant His seeds.

I’m like His sunflower!!